Message from god

it began when I had read nero's note on facebook, My big bro told me to read nero's notes and sandy's blog, they are friends of my brother. One of them, is entitled "Andai gue pacaran" (If I were dating). I was realizing many things that I never thought it before. I ever do this kind of dating, which I thought, its just a status that doesnt mean everything, and I dont think its too important to think it far. I just thought, why I have to have boyfriend which I dont know, he'll be my husband in the future or not ? How much the possibility ? In the end, we're breaking up or go on till marry as a husband and wife. That days, I thought, well, I love him, and he loves me, its not a big deal, its only our status., and we didn't do anything. Logically, what is dating for ? for fun ? or what ?
some words that I remember there, its better for avoiding lust, than hiding away the lust
Yeah, god made it so clear, thanks god for giving me this massage :)
every jack must have his Jill, if you trust this, you wont be dating :)


and another note, "jadi iri yaaa" (become jealous)
its about cheating, and I'm sad about it and feel so sorry

Nothing

so emotional. watching some movies and I'll be so emotional. inuyasha made me in a bad mood, Stupid Inuyasha. He knows clearly what KIKIO wanna do, kill inuyasha, well, its not at all kikio never wanna do that of course. But giving the pieces of shikonotama to Naraku ? its more than a stupid action. Its totally idiot. Oh gosh, I hate inuyasha for being sooooo stupidd :(( why he's still remembering kikio ? his first love ? Isnt he realizing that there's Kagome who always beside him ? who always take care of him ? I hate that girl ! she ruins everything ! and now, I'm in the bad mood, stay away from me, people ! and I cant turn it back.

Uargh ! Can I have a private ????

Movie

There many many many movies that I've ever watched. and some of them got a deep meaning for me. one of them is TEAM MEDICAL DRAGON . Well, for anyone who looks it from the cover would have same thought just like I did, it will be boring. but why I could have it ? my brother has. I wonder, how he could know any single movie that could be so interesting. well, the point is not about the main actor who's so handsome and cool guy. its not, its about the way that you hold. This movie is about batista operation, Asada or ryu is one of the team medical dragon, and so is Miki. the nurse of surgery. Its about life, its about bravery, its all about decision. I do know how hard it is for making decision under pressure. I've learned that disobey the rules sometimes could be justified. Yeah, break the rules that cant be accepted is may be accepted. Ryu teach me to become brave even you have no one around you. Even people around you hate you so much. I love Ryu for being a strong and cool guy, that could hold on in blue flame of fire, keep give a massage to the victim, massage his heart. thats a true doctor and he was right for believing the practical doctor to do the operation, if Ryu didn't trust him, he will never can make it, never. And if you kept afraid and too worry that you will kill the patient because of operation that you do, you cant do it. Keeping yourself afraid of something, is wrong method. You'll not believe yourself and always afraid of making decision. someone said that there's not a wrong choice. its just about the risk of that choice. Could you bear the risks or not ?? Ryu has a good skill, he's smart, beside he is soo handsomeee :)) yawn, I love Ryu Asada :))

Dont worry, just believe yourself XD

GoKong

There done the final exam :}
and just waiting for the holiday

anyway, its a matter with gokong :((
his 72 magical skill is lost by the UGLY tungpei. Arrgghhhh. they laugh at my gokong, lay down on the ground, I was crying when saw that moment, and patkay, well, I hate patkay for being so chicken hearted, papapak petookk, where's your mommy patkay ? and goddess kwan im, she dont want to help gokong and let wuching back to mount alone (he ran for kwan im) and let gokong finish it by himself. Poor gokong, but I do believe that gokong will back, he will as strong as before. Just wait and see, when the moment will come. why they dont broadcast the movie twice a day ?

For you there, watch this movie, TPI 13.30 pm till 16.30 pm :))
enjoy it :))

Inuyasha

The story begins with a flashback to Feudal Japan, when the half-demon InuYasha raids a human village to steal the Jewel of Four Souls, a magical jewel that enhances its wielder's powers and can grant a single wish. InuYasha hopes to use the gem to turn himself into a full-blooded demon, but is soon stopped when Kikyo, the young miko of the village, shoots him with a sacred arrow, sealing him onto the sacred tree Goshinboku in the nearby forest. Mortally wounded, Kikyo tells her younger sister, Kaede, to burn the jewel with her body to prevent it from falling into the hands of evil.

The story then shifts to modern Tokyo, where a junior high school girl named Kagome Higurashi lives on the grounds of her family's hereditary Shinto shrine. When she goes into the wellhouse to retrieve her cat, Buyo, a centipede demon bursts out of the enshrined Bone Eater's Well and pulls her through it.

Kagome emerges into a strange wilderness, initially unaware that she has travelled back through time to the Sengoku period of Japan, fifty years after Kikyo's death. Other than the Bone Eater's Well itself, the only familiar landmark is Goshinboku. She finds InuYasha still sealed onto the tree in an enchanted sleep, and a group of hostile peasants who drag her back to their village.

Their old priestess, Kaede, recognizes Kagome as the reincarnation of her sister Kikyo; when the centipede demon returns, Kaede realizes that the Jewel of Four Souls has also been reborn in Kagome's body. Kagome frees InuYasha so he can kill the centipede demon, but after defeating it, InuYasha again tries to take the Jewel for himself. Kaede thwarts him by placing a magical rosary around his neck, allowing Kagome to subdue him with a simple command.

The Jewel of Four Souls attracts more demons, and the jewel is shattered into numerous shards that disperse across Japan. Even the individual shards are capable of granting great power, and are eagerly sought by humans and demons alike. Kagome and InuYasha set out to collect the shards and restore the Jewel of Four Souls. Along the way, they befriend Shippo, a small fox demon; Miroku, a cursed monk; and Sango, a demon-slayer with a tragic past.

The group encounters many friends and foes during the adventure, including InuYasha's older half-brother Sesshomaru; Kikyo, partially resurrected with a fragment of Kagome's soul; Naraku, a powerful collective demon who manipulated the initial conflict between Kikyo and InuYasha; and a wolf demon named Koga, who is InuYasha's dedicated rival in both love and war.

Eventually, Naraku collects all of the shards and reassembles the Jewel of Four Souls. Although InuYasha defeats him, Naraku uses his power as the Jewel's owner to wish for Kagome's soul to be trapped inside it with his own, which would allow Naraku to survive within it in eternal conflict with her. Naraku's wish can only be fulfilled by tricking Kagome to also make a selfish wish to save herself, but she has enough confidence in InuYasha, and instead wishes for the Jewel to disappear forever.

Kagome is thrown back into her own time, and InuYasha is no longer able to see her. However, after Kagome's graduation from high school three years later, a portal opens and allows her to return to InuYasha's time. They acknowledge their love for one another and she chooses to remain in the past with him.

Ikkai

Theres a time when we fall into a pieces when we got some problems. But, here, let me tell you about one of my big prob. keep read :)

first love is just like a blade. Nice but sometimes scarier than the undertaker. I got that FL. Yeah, and I cant lie for the feelings, its nice at the first but become worse, all of my dreams about me and him was gone. it feels hurt when the situation become what that I expect as I expected before. It was my fault for letting him change himself alone, wrong method. And it was my fault too to not to be honest that time. Well, we love each other before, when someday I felt that he was over-reacted, I tried to be ignore that thing, till I cant stand it. I just want to make him stronger, because I know that matters in this world is not only about love, about girl. We have to be strong to face it, use our brain, Think wisely and open minded. I wanted my babe become stronger than before, I tried to forget him, even it felt so difficult for me. Till I found someone, and I was interesting with him, but then I realized that I didnt love him, I just liked him, because he was so alike with him. Even I give him a big apology, or as hard as I tried to apologize to him, he will not be able to forgive me, I dont know why. He hates me now. more than hating me, maybe. But I know its my turn to face it. I have to prepare myself to be strong, and I can pass it a little with many supports from my family and my best friends because I know it will be a hard days from now on.

Should I give up ? I think I shouldnt, more I can stand some problems in my life, more I could face the bigger problem. I still tried to make the best wishes for him. I tried not to writhe. And here I am, I'm nothing without this problems I'm nothing without my family. And I'm nothing without you, Aditya Nugraha Nurtantijo.

It was outrageous, but it feels nice when it has passed. Yeah, its still only him, boy who can make me interesting, nothing else. Girls, he's worth. lol. Must be someone better for him than me.
by the way, one advise from me, use your spirit wisely, sometimes spirits cant be got easily. And smile ! it really helps.

Ready for face your problem ? You have to ! Dont let them beat you, buddy ! Come and get up :))

thank you so much Aditya, you give something.
At least, you still be my friend for me :) Gotcha !

Sorry, but I cant show you more about what I felt.

Sungokong, I'm in love

S.U.N.G.O.K.O.N.G

How ? ever heard about it before ? well, I love this one. wanna know why ? frankly, I dont know for sure why, its just interesting :) you have to try watch this one :}

Theres tong sang cong, a monk who's assigned to walk to west for taking like scripture or something like that, and he got three followers too, like student, they are sungokong (monkey), patkay (pig) and the last one is wucing (normal human) they have character for themself each other. Its unique, let me tell you more about them :

sungokong : he's naughty, undicipline, do something as he want to, he's strongest than his brothers. but, he really loves his teacher. Protect tong sang cong with his power as possible as he can. I dont know for sure why I love this movie very much ? yeah, but sometimes you dont need reason for loving something :D

Now, lets see how about patkay, this half of pig is very pervert, everytime he looks a women, his mouth will be full of water (glaze), chicken hearted but he's really funny sometimes, lol. well, forget about him and lets move to sancai.

Wucing is the stupidest than patkai and gokong, but must be noticed that he's really loyal and do the commands of buddha, I mean it, you know :))

This movie was produced by china and in the other hand, this movie was really an ancient story or maybe something like that, legend maybe ?
During their journey to thw west, (they have to go there by foot, no fly) They have to face 9999 obstacles and ..... (forget) misery.


its worth and terrific :) sungokong, I'm in love ya !